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Mar. 2nd, 2009

  • 2:21 PM

 Age: 15

Height: 5'7”

Weight: 159

Lowest Weight: 130

Highest Weight: 160

What weight do you want to weigh: my first goal is 140, then obviously alot lower

What eating disorder do you have: EDNOS // COE

 

In Depth

How many calories do you eat in a day, on average: depending on whether or not i eat dinner, can range from 100 to 400

Do you throw up your food on occasion: never

Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress? Mm not really

Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track: no, I exercise by myself

Has anyone ever teased you about your weight: mm friends do it as a joke because they know im paranoid

Have you ever fasted? yeah

Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories: no access

Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses: im inspired by real girl thinspo

Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED: no

Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting: nope

Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder: mm I tried, but instead I developed COE and became incredibly fat.

 

Body Image Q's

Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not: of course

What part of your body would you change: all of it!

On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body: 2

Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body: what else do I have?

Because of your body appearance/weight, have you become severely depressed: a lot of things have caused my depression, but it is a major factor

Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses: of course

 

Health/Food

Do you think you eat healthy enough: not at all

Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs: no way, a calorie is a calorie.. they are all bad

Are you often tired/fatigued: constantly

Do you feel more energised after eating food: not after eating food, food makes me feel lazy and gross. but diet soda brings up my mood..

Do you eat meat: no im vego

Do you eat your food in a certain way: I chew it till it disintegrates in my mouth, then follow with a gulp of ice water

Do people tell you you look sick or famished: no, im too fat

Have you ever thrown up blood: n/a

Is your heart bpm above 49:  no idea

Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating: I don’t faint, but I get really dizzy, and I black out.

Mar. 1st, 2009

  • 8:10 PM

Just wondering, how many kilos (or pounds) can i lose a week?
.. on a basic ana diet (wont bother going into what i do eat)

I'm 5'6 and 68 kilos, or 149 lb

thanks xx

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