Height: 5'7”
Weight: 159
Lowest Weight: 130
Highest Weight: 160
What weight do you want to weigh: my first goal is 140, then obviously alot lower
What eating disorder do you have: EDNOS // COE
In Depth
How many calories do you eat in a day, on average: depending on whether or not i eat dinner, can range from 100 to 400
Do you throw up your food on occasion: never
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress? Mm not really
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track: no, I exercise by myself
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight: mm friends do it as a joke because they know im paranoid
Have you ever fasted? yeah
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories: no access
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses: im inspired by real girl thinspo
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED: no
Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting: nope
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder: mm I tried, but instead I developed COE and became incredibly fat.
Body Image Q's
Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not: of course
What part of your body would you change: all of it!
On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body: 2
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body: what else do I have?
Because of your body appearance/weight, have you become severely depressed: a lot of things have caused my depression, but it is a major factor
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses: of course
Health/Food
Do you think you eat healthy enough: not at all
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs: no way, a calorie is a calorie.. they are all bad
Are you often tired/fatigued: constantly
Do you feel more energised after eating food: not after eating food, food makes me feel lazy and gross. but diet soda brings up my mood..
Do you eat meat: no im vego
Do you eat your food in a certain way: I chew it till it disintegrates in my mouth, then follow with a gulp of ice water
Do people tell you you look sick or famished: no, im too fat
Have you ever thrown up blood: n/a
Is your heart bpm above 49: no idea
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating: I don’t faint, but I get really dizzy, and I black out.
.. on a basic ana diet (wont bother going into what i do eat)
I'm 5'6 and 68 kilos, or 149 lb
thanks xx
